Friday, 1 June 2018

fantasy world

sometimes,
i wanna forget.
forget it all and restart a new life
for a better life
for the better me.

sometimes,
i wanna give up
i wanna hide
i don't want to be recognized
i don't know why,
i don't know how
i just did.

sometimes,
the painful is real
scars are the most
painful memories.
i don't wanna stuck in this world
i wanna be in the other world
not a cruel one
but a fucking good one.

sometimes,
people don't understand.
they don't care about you
just you know the real you
so why bother the others?
you just be you.

sometimes,
you feel like you wanna disappear.
disappear from this cruel world
to another better world.

sometimes,
our own fantasy world is more better
better than the others.
but
yeah, we are here
it is good enough?

at least
this "cruel fantasy world" is reality
i am here by the way

so what

i just wanna push all the negative vibe
and live in my own fantasy world
let it be.
whether it is good or bad
just. let it be

i just wanna create my
own fantasy world
and
don't. bother. me.