you ain't shit

It's okay dear self.

everyone make a mistake.

one day you will get what you want.

you can do this.

nothing to be afraid.

sometimes it'll be hard for you.

but who knows?

someday you'll be the one.

nobody know what you did,

what's your problem that you have been

through for your whole life.

your darkness memories and etc..

they're only know how to grab you down

and talk about shit.

move on dude. live. get up.

forget those people.

those people who just know about shit.

you ain't shit

take a deep breath

take a deep breath.
tell yourself you're better than anyone else.
you're here for a reason.

it's okay for your bad memories.
it's really okay.

one day, you'll be a good person.
a very successful person.
trust yourself.

don't blame others. but blame yourself.
don't let the fear stop you.
one day,
you'll make you parents proud.

just take a deep breath.

believe

if you want that, go get that.
you can be just like that.
if you're brave, take that challenge.
world is full of surprise.
just choose wisely.
push all the fucking bad mouth out there.
forget it who want to push you down.
believe in faith.

believe in yourself more than anyone else

alone

alone doesn't mean that you're sad.
sometimes, we need space. yea space
for our self. far from people. alone.
just me and myself.

alone doesn't show that you're weak.
alone is good.

let me describe what the words mean.
"alone is a way for our self to know  better
about our true self."

sometimes, we are not truly understand about it.
spend your time to find what is you.
no need to find out about anyone else.
but you. yes you. i know in our heart,
we have a shinning star inside us.
only our self can make it bigger.
it is all about our choice.

"you want? make it. you can't? do it"

rainbow will come

even tho i'm a bad one at first, but still.
god give me a chance to make it better
and do my best. even it is not
enough to be like a star. at least,
i'll be something else. better.
sometimes i have bad feeling inside me.
and i don't care anymore
but now i have this feeling. it's kinda good
and it feel like pretty damn good.

thanks god. now,
i believe "rainbow will come"

nobody know

Sometimes, I feel like give up.
one mistake, and boom! I'm in bad.
totally bad. and nobody know how bad I am.
yeah, lately, I have a lot of problem
including my own personalities.
I change to a wrong person.
I know. but sadly, I change to that person.
people think I'm crazy. yes I am crazy
because I gave up on my life and change to
another path. not a good one.
but a fucking bad one. I know.
but I keep doing it even I know it's fault.
Sometimes, I want to keep this shit.
I don't know why and why this is happening

I'm a bad person.
but nobody know.